Trust is the foundation of this kind of relationship, yet it is always tested by time and the fact of being apart. Some people say it's easy, some say it reveals a person's heart. I swear, absence can kill. Loyalty is the only thing that makes it last but how can you be loyal if you can't actually trust yourself? Is it because of the thing they call fear? Or somehow part of your insecurities?
All I really want is to be with him but he's so far. All I can do right now is to wait. I know things would never be the same again, yet, I can't teach my heart to forget about this guy. I'm running out of things to do just to get him off my mind.
Each night I pray for the strength that I need to face this test of time.
I never noticed I've fallen this deep. I've fallen deeply in-love with that guy. I just can't find ways to let go of something that has never started.
Thursday, 07/14/11, 1:53am
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