May nabasa akong description sa isang photo mo just now. Tama ka. 21- Legal age for you to do what you've been doing since 15. Naalala ko bigla yun. That line really made me smile.
We were both young that time. To be honest, tinatago ko pa lahat ng memoirs except sa more than a hundred letters na sinulat ko for you. Tinapon ko na, binalik mo kasi sa'kin and that time I felt like throwing everything. Yung little white stuff toy, nasa akin pa rin. Pero once ko lang ata itinabi sa pagtulog yun kasi natatakot akong madumihan. Nakalagay pa rin sa lata. And more than 10 times na muntik mahingi ng kung sinu-sino. Dala ng pagiging sentimental at pagiging masama, until now ayun, kinakalawang na ata yung lata.
Nagkatotoo yung sinabi nung iba nung time na iniiyakan pa kita.
"Don't worry, one day you'll see... Makakalimutan mo rin sya. Tatawanan mo lang lahat ng ito."
 |
Taken after the recognition... 2006 |
Oo nga naman. Kasi everytime maiisip ko ang past, natatawa na lang ako. You were the first guy who made me cry. Ikaw yung first guy na gumawa ng corny yet memorable poem for me. Naalala ko yung day na binigay mo yung letter na nakasulat sa blue sheet of paper with matching scent of UCB 'Cold'. hehe
Nasaktan natin ang isa't isa dahil di pa right time. I know I've been too immature and I let emotions reign. What's important eh we were able to move on and sure ako marami ka rin natutunan so as me. Sabi nga ni Einstein:
"Anyone who has never made a mistake has never tried anything new."
Changes. Super dami na nagbago. Pero kahit gaano karami ang changes, ang mahalaga yung memories. Kahit ano man yung past.
Thank you for being my number one. First bf, first date, first kiss, first dance, first everything. First love. Salamat sa pagtuturo sa'kin kung paano magmahal ng totoo. Salamat sa pagmamahal mo nung panahong 'yon, nung bata pa tayo. We were 15 and 16 pa lang ata that time. Anyway, nakamove-on na tayo and we had series of illegal relationships na nga after that eh. Good thing 21 ka na and magkakalegal relationship ka na one day. Unlike me na until now, it's a BIG NO NO. hahaha...
Good luck sa kanya-kanyang profession. :)